I wish

To: Grandpa in heaven
From: Your rockstar

Hi gedo. I miss you. Life has been unstable without you. I see you a lot in my dreams but you’re always sad or angry & lonely all the time, i wish i can reach you somehow. Today i ate a meal that i only ate with you growing up, and i havent eaten it since we went together when i was 10. Im 23 now and i was transported to those special days when we ate it together, i closed my eyes and i could see you, almost touch you even.. trust me i tried, but you’d always vanish. I wish we had more time I wish you were here now when am older and wiser and understand & appreciate you more. I just needed more time